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Thursday, July 29, 2004 || Have u ever regretted anything?
Have u ever regretted anything????
have u ever been involved in a cheat? have u ever regretted anything? i jus received the the new issue of NEWMAN, well, it is the first mag tat i subscribed.... it is a fantastic mag, one of the better ones i read, better than FHM i tink.... FHM is jus filled with lots of sleazy pics... in this issue, there is this article, "10 ways to tell when she is cheating"... well, the things mentioned are pretty logical.... seriously, sometimes i wondered if i can really tell.... haha... i m quite insensitive to such things... most of the time, when someone drops a hint, i wont noe... i m a pretty happy-go-lucky person.... then i wondered if the 10 things works on the opp sex??!!! if so, perhaps i shld hv let one of my ex gf hv it... mayb i wont end up in such a mess when i was 21.... haiz... 5 yrs has passed, n up to now, the feeling of guilt is still very fresh in my mind.... which shld b a good thing too, for i probably wont do something like tat again.... anyway, many ads, books, tv shows always say this thing "cherish wat u hv in front of u"... seriously, sometimes i tink pple jus tend to forget... it is really easier said than done... have u ever forget to kiss ur loved one goodbye? such small things could could mean a long way... hv u ever said something really nasty n regretted saying it? or done something such as throwing ur own handphone when u r angry? these r things which u probably will regret.... a quote from a movie, "When u r old, dun hv memories nvm, the worst is to have tonnes of regrets" something to ponder again....
Hisashi Mitsui |7/29/2004 09:19:00 PM
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(0) comments A boring thursday
A Boring Thursday
It's a thursday.... and i m bored to death... just back from work... n send out an email to all my ex-hai sing frenz for a session in sentosa.... let's hope alot of pple turn up...
anyway, i m bored... n yes, i hvnt get catted.... it is left with two weeks before i go for BMTAC cse, n they dun wan to cat me...
anyway, let's talk abt something else... some frenz told me a long time ago, "Nowadays it is common for a pretty girl for hv a ok-looking bf, or even an ugly bf".... ever since tat, i hv come to realise it is true.... well, walk down orchard road, n u will see a lot of such couples... hmm.... ever wondered why? is it becos these guys hv better character? or mainly it is becos they let the girls hv a higher sense of security.... well, the character thing may not be true too.... i mean, there are bound to be good-looking guys with nice characters as well... but yes, i actually ask some girls before, n they do agree that the sense of security is higher with an okay-looking compared with a good-looking one, reason being good-looking tends to b flirtatious etc.... so what, nowadays, u cannot be good-looking to hv a pretty gf? i wondered... but to a certain extent, i guess the sense of security is very true, since it is one of the most impt criteria for alot of girls to choose bf.... BUT, i dun see much good-looking guys with okay-looking girls leh.... perhaps, for guys, the conditions are diff....
well, tmr is duty ASB DO for me,.... so.... hv to stay overnite in gombak.... oh well... tata
Hisashi Mitsui |7/29/2004 05:00:00 PM
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Tuesday, July 27, 2004 ||
the 9th of Aug is coming... last yr filee got the tix, but this yr, haiz... so we got to find other prog... at 1st wan to go ritz, but too ex liao... 300... my goodness... for a moment, i hope SARS was back... hee 
Hisashi Mitsui |7/27/2004 08:22:00 PM
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Monday, July 26, 2004 || Yet another day in Night flying
yet another day in night flying....
well, i really hate doing night flying, esp in gombak... sianz... esp when i hvnt got catted yet... today i guessed it is yet another 2 session with george.... well, his demands r abit weird... but seriously, i dun care aldy... if i m catted i m, if not, let them go n answer... haha....
anyway, fri went to see the moscow circus, it was great.... very amazing... though there is no tigers or lions... only horses n dogs.... some very cute dogs though.... DD keep pinching me for not allowing her to bring the camera, coz i tot usually cannot bring in... hahaha...
i finally finish my 06/07 season in my CM4.... waiting for the next season one to come out... but then again, i also dunno where to go to buy the pirated ones....
had a bad sat.... i brought DD to jackplace in simei... then there is this champion merc driver whose car jus died on him at the entrance of the carpark.... n i got to reverse all the way back... haiz... stupid idiot... then after the meal when i m leaving simei, i wanted to change from a turn-left lane to a turn-right lane... i reverse n din realise there is this biker in my left blind spot... i bang him a bit... lucky he wasnt injured, but the front mud cover was damaged... so i got to pay for him.... lucky i noe a couple of bike shop.... so at least i dun let him do whatever he wans.... well, it was a bad sat... ya... bad sat....
Hisashi Mitsui |7/26/2004 09:55:00 AM
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Wednesday, July 21, 2004 ||
this is a pic with my eng freshies in 02 i tink... it was the only eng camp i attended, n i was there coz i m in the MPE main comm, so basically i was there as senior attached. but wat a funny camp it turn out to be, 90 attended, 60 girls, 30 guys, even me n alex had to turn up as SP during the final night. n wat a stressful experience it turn out to be, haha!!!
Hisashi Mitsui |7/21/2004 10:15:00 PM
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(0) comments how long is long?
21 july... a normal day.... though a day without training... i feel quite carefree actually... haha... today had a good chat with two of my colleagues... jeremy n mingsong... well, one similarity which they had is that both of them have long-time gfs... jeremy is actually married... which leaves me to ponder, how long is long?! 1 yr / 2 yr? i always told pple who comes to me abt r/s, tat 4-5 dates is the enuff for u to determine whether the person is compatible to be bf/gf, 6 months to noe if u shld carry on a r/s.... n 1-2 yrs to noe if u can marry this person... so how long is long? these guys known their gf before they went uni, n end up with them too.... however, i got frenz whom had gf of 6-7 yrs n yet break up jus becos a 3rd party comes up, or the problem of being two familiar (no sparks).... so seriously, how long is long?
let's tink abt time spent together, a "weekend couple" could need more time to determine whether they shld stay together or marry for tat matter, but a couple who spends 5 days a week together may need a shorter time... i mean, this is with regards to amount of time spent together.... so seriously how long is long? when the guy is in army, usually the time spent together is shorter than other couples... a couple staying in uni hall will spent alot more time together... seriously who noes?! Do spending more time together created problems? if so, how can any two person stay together after marriage? i dunno... talking to these two guys today made me feel tat they r one of those rare species, at least from the frenz i noe.... i jus heard a frenz of mine broke up with the gf after more than 6 yrs together.... how many pple out there can survive 6-8 yrs before getting married?
so to conclude, MY RESPECT TO MY TWO FRENZ WHO SURVIVE LONG R/S... CHEERS
Hisashi Mitsui |7/21/2004 07:26:00 PM
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Tuesday, July 20, 2004 || A bluff?
i was informed yst that today is my cat cx session... apparently not... but the session with george yst which i screwed due to his injects changed his opinion of me, n decided against a cat cx session today.... i guess i m pretty used to this bluff thingy... n i m not going to carry worrying abt them catting or not catting me... i feel ok, comfortable;.... but perhaps not as expeditious as senior controllers, but i noe i can handle most traffic situation... i guess the pressure on myself is now off.... after wat george said, i feel i got nothing to lose.... big deal, i aldy screwed up his opinion... n i noe i cant use one session to change tat... so i shld jus let it go....
things r not as smooth in my personal life as well.... got a fight with filee yst night... though it can be considered as nothing.... but i guess it is jus me... my over-sensitive side... perhaps things can be handled better, on my side, as well as hers.... but i hate it when i have to hear a "sorry" from her... i really do... it feels like we r not a couple, when she does things, it's like she jus disregard my feelings... either tat, or she is more concerned abt how other pple feels.... just like when her fren try to get her into the stupid DND when she is aldy in FOC, n hving two failed subjects to study for..... she jus gladly accepted it, even though i have specifically told her not to accept the post to concentrate on her work... perhaps tat's her "helpful" side, or "dunno-how-to-say-no" side.... though most of the time, i feel it is the latter.... it is until things get into clutch time then she will learn how to say no....
oh well, hmm,.... let me try to add abit of my memories at the end of each posting.... one of my best memories in sch time, has to be sec sch... though uni did provide a total different experience.... used to hang out in groups of fours, in sec 1 was zanyang, shaolong, weisong n me.... after tat, i tink the change of class for zanyang removed him from our group n he was replaced by alex... who was new in the sch... he was the one who intro us baskteball, though i did played during pri sch... but the four of us was close... esp me n weisong, i tink due to our NPCC commitments as well as our trust to each other... in many ways, we r very alike, we were frank to each other, critical of stupid things done during NPCC.... n a leader of a sort.... my class of 4E1 was fantastic.... which probably explains why we r still in contact now... after knowing each other for more than 10 yrs... a few good frenz whom i made, or rather "sisters" are wanbing, ziling, youya and agnes... my fav "sister-like" frenz has to be youya, coz she is the only one who calls me big gege... wanbing is more of a very good frenz.... even until now, we talk abt anything, n everything.... i hv grown noticeably further from ziling ever since i decided not to spend some much time on GOD.... not tat i no longer believe, but jus tat i m not praying as much.... agnes, well, for many reasons, she is the one whom i usually can converse the most in.... i dunno why... there was once we met up after almost 3 yrs not seeing each other, but we still talk like we see each other everyday.... well, she found a good husband, i m definitely happy for her.... wow, abit of memories become so much... next post then.... :)
Hisashi Mitsui |7/20/2004 06:34:00 PM
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Monday, July 19, 2004 ||
this is a picture of me n my dear 1st WSO coursemates.... during our other course mate's kenneth's wedding... we, yes, r his sword bearer... quite a cool experience actually...
Hisashi Mitsui |7/19/2004 08:35:00 PM
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(0) comments A bad day at work
haiz.... a bad day for me... not performing in ATC again... i dunno... i tink i m jus giving myself too much pressure to perform... when i do that, i usually cant perform.... oh well... just another day at the office i guess... i really dunno when can i get catted in ARR...
sometimes, i really wondered if i hv been to pilot, aust, wat would i be doing now? will i be waiting for BWC like boo? haiz... life is just like tat.... so many goals, so difficult to achieve.... but i shld not relax.... i shld still go for more goals.... even if they r unachieveable, i tink the process will provide good learning experience.... n thus made me a better person.... my DD just skip the first day of her FOC... i also dunno what she is tinking, go there for two hours, then got to come bac liao.... haha.... mayb she jus like to travel.... not for me, i always find it irritating to make my way down to C2U in the morning... it is so rush... n the traffic over at BKE side is crazy.... so i usually end up leaving home at 0700H... i guess the other good thing is tat i can claimed.... if only i can decide when to go or when not to go... hahaha.... dream on eric !!!! oh well.... off to dinner....
Hisashi Mitsui |7/19/2004 06:30:00 PM
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Sunday, July 18, 2004 ||
Molly, gang of 5
Hisashi Mitsui |7/18/2004 09:23:00 PM
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me and Alex (airforce + army armour officers)
Hisashi Mitsui |7/18/2004 09:03:00 PM
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(0) comments My hall 10 days....
It's one of my first entry.... have quite a bit of fun doing up this blog, with my own pics n stuff.... but dunno whether i will maintain it or not.... haha.... the pic is me n my darling dear dear in my previous hall 10 room, rather my last hall 10 room....
Hall 10, contain quite a bit of memories... for the entire 4 years... esp in the last yr, when i met alot of new frenz, including my gf, filee... made alot of good frenz along the 4 yrs.... alex, Tiansoon (whom i actually noe before that in airforce), yongjie, melvin, rene, zhenye etc.... we spent lots of time playing games, winning eleven, warcraft, basketball.... hall games r fun too.... many of these frenz r some of the best frenz u can find in the world!!!! i will post some pics of them....
Hisashi Mitsui |7/18/2004 08:56:00 PM
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Me and my Dear Dear in my Hall 10 room
Hisashi Mitsui |7/18/2004 08:52:00 PM
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(0) comments The past is just an experience, it mustnt be a burden
The past is just an experience, it mustn't be a burden... well, i got that from a movie, a chinese movie in fact, called Fang Shi Yu... funny.... but i really like this quote... perhaps it is one of the many quotes which teaches pple to look to the future rather than to the past.... but of coz, i tink it is also impt to have memories... In the movie, full trottle, one of the quotes was that when u r old, if u dun hv memories is bad enuff, but if u r filled with regrets, then it is worse.... do u agree?
Hisashi Mitsui |7/18/2004 12:34:00 PM
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