:come into Dr Love's little world:
Tuesday, May 30, 2006 || Sick and Tired of Work
Worse, a bro's release request was told to delay another 1/2 yr... I mean, come on... it is pple's life and career... The bond/contract is served, we dun owe u anything anymore... some time ago, there was a lot of comments abt pple going to overseas under scholarship and ended up breaking their bond when they got a better job outside, there were articles published in the Straits Times also... Some said it is not morally upright, some said it shld be up to the individual as long as the damage is paid. This is employee to employer... what abt the other way round? Now that the contract is served, shldnt the employee have the right to leave? If u need, then u shld specify the contract to be of a more acceptable length to your organisation.
Some time ago, one of my frens was in two minds whether to pay back the damages and leave the organisation or not... And the HR pple actually said, "No u cannot leave." I mean, seriously, what kind of BS is this? if the contract is "unbreakable", then why specify the damages involved if it is broken? That means by the law, u r able to break it... Just in the cases of the overseas scholars... To me, one's future is more important than any organisation's well-being... If the organsation/company takes care of u, then it will be worth it to serve it... But what if it doesnt, in my case, then why bother? Serve ur share and leave... Who cares !!!
As I have mentioned, I am sick and tired of this organisation, the way it worked, the way it protrays that almighty image to the world outside... Even my parents tot they are good... Few knew the type of shit they are going to go thru after signing that contract, many knew what they have to do to get themselves out of it... I have my directions... And my decision is clear now... crystal !!!
Hisashi Mitsui |5/30/2006 09:52:00 PM
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Monday, May 29, 2006 || Anyone have this movie?
Hisashi Mitsui |5/29/2006 07:29:00 PM
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(0) comments Richard Marx's All time Favs
Now and Forever
Can't Help falling in Love (this is the only MTV of this song I can find: Harry Potter)
Right Here Waiting - Final Fantasy VIII
Hisashi Mitsui |5/29/2006 07:06:00 PM
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Saturday, May 27, 2006 || March Of the Penguins
It is abt the Emperor Penguins in the Antarctic... How they travelled from different parts of the Ice areas to gather at this place called Oamock during winter. The purpose is for them to find a mate and give birth to a baby. So you will see thousands of penguins gathered there, and they will go ard, looking to find a soulmate, to form a "marriage" of 6 mths.
After the egg is layed, the mother will proceed to the sea to gather food while the father guards the egg. The father and baby can go days without food before the mother returns... The baby will remains between the father's legs and his body to keep warm. Some panic and anxious parents will accidentially spoilt the egg, some will not even find a mate, and even attempts to steal others egg. Some parents dunno how to take good care of the egg and the chick died before hatching. The baby will remain with the parents until they are strong enuff to move ard. Some babies died becos of prolong cold storms and the harshest environment on earth. Then abt 6 mths after that, the baby should be ready to be trained to swim. That's when all the parents will leave and ventured elsewhere for food and fun, and the little penguins will roam on their own. and 6 mths later, they will all return to Oamock to continue with the march and dance of love.
Cute right? It is sometimes interesting to know how even animals can stay faithful to their familes and provide for it. Those of u who hvnt watch it, pls do... nice nice... In the Harshest place on earth, Love finds a way.
Hisashi Mitsui |5/27/2006 10:38:00 PM
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(0) comments One Minute of Silence for my Penguinkee
Watched "Over the Hedge" with Gracie earlier... nice movie seriously... I bought another pair of shoes, yes, AGAIN... but this time with a $50 bucks voucher fr Citibank using my points to exchange... surprisingly, today is a day of "meeting long lost friends"... Met Xuelin outside Paragon... Long since I seen her... Braces on, she certainly looked different... Then met Shulin in Hereen... really very glad to see this babe... Can see that she seemed to be enjoying her job, as she was all smiles...
Anyway, today, I wan to have a minute of slience to my dear PenguinKee, a victim of a brutal murder by none other than Mr Jeremy Tan LK. He poked his eye ball until it went into his body... and all the essence inside his body started to flow out...
TLK, U MURDERER !!!
Hisashi Mitsui |5/27/2006 10:19:00 PM
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Thursday, May 25, 2006 || A combination of Therapies
Nicholas Sparks - The Guardian, $17.85.
A pair of Adidas sneakers I have been eyeing, $79
I love exercise therapy... esp playing basketball... it lets u concentrate on the ball, the rim and anything and any one on the court... anything outside the court doesnt matter, u dun hv to worry abt whether u hv enuff money in your bank to feed your family, dun hv to worry abt ur boss scolding u for some idiotic thing HE did... dun hv to worry whether ur gf/wife is seeing another man or not (okay abit too extreme liao)...
Anyway, been trying to explain SH*t to my management, and somehow they are trying to point finger at someone but not themselves... sometimes, I guess it is easy for pple to look at someone and say "it is ur fault" rather than look at themselves and ask "what's wrong?" or even put themselves in others' shoes and see the limitations and contraints of the problem... well, tmr, I am going to write an educational mail to these buggers...
Hisashi Mitsui |5/25/2006 09:58:00 PM
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Wednesday, May 24, 2006 || Really Lousy Day
With the bad news... all the bad memories just come back slowly... and it is really frustrating... when things are slowly getting into place... Life is slowly back in order, and u r jus waiting for one last thing to end, then a twist happened... sigh... Life sux at this point of time... memories of a third party happening in my previous relationship, all the suspicions and finally the truth... memories of my wrong-doings to my 1st gf... regrets of my doings over some incidents, in studies and career... and I promised myself not to do any thing that i will regret for my next relationship, tat is if there is one...
Sometimes, some of my frens actually ask me why I so GL sometimes... scold pple like no body's business etc... all I can say is, I am a straight forward person and will nvr allow pple to step over my head jus for them to take advanatge of me... I usually show my likes and dislikes for pple, straight up... my colleagues can probably testify to that when i voiced my unhappiness over the organisation to my superiors during a discussion forum... so usually, pple noe when i m not happy... sometimes i m even regarded as a bad liar... who cant keep my own unhappiness inside me... since i cant jog, maybe i go for a drive later.... how i miss my bike...
Hisashi Mitsui |5/24/2006 09:49:00 PM
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(0) comments A bad start to the day
Yst, one of my colleagues took his time to help another colleague due to illness and unable to report for duty... Sometimes, it is amazing how far friends go to help one another... But I guess it depends on how deep the friendship is also... really close friends will be willing to help, as long as it is within their means... and I agreed totally... if u can help, just do it loh... u nvr know when u need their help in return... of coz, there are exceptions to some... There are some "friends" that dun even wan to make a phone call for u... and prefer u do it yourself... Well, I guess like I mentioned in my previous entry, there ARE different level of friendships... so sometimes, dun expect your friends to do this much for u... for me, any help is a bonus....
Hisashi Mitsui |5/24/2006 10:05:00 AM
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Monday, May 22, 2006 || Initial D - Yi Lu Xiang Bei by Jay Chou
Hisashi Mitsui |5/22/2006 08:25:00 PM
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Sunday, May 21, 2006 || Can you accept it if....??
Let me talk abt an interesting topic... something to do with sex... NO NO... not the bedroom sex type of sex... listen... for men, Can you accept it if your wife earns more than you? For women, vice versa, Can you accept it if your husband earns less than you? For me, I am not against such things happening... I mean, if my wife is more capable and valuable in the money world, then so be it. There is no manhood or ego abt this... In the modern but unfair society, time doesnt varies in terms of money... some can earn 200/day for 12 hours of work, others just need 8 hours for the same amt... But does it mean that the latter is more capable? dun tink so... I tink, it is more important to excel in what you do... take for example my daddy... he has been a spray-painter as long as I can remember... and talking to his colleagues and friends, I came to noe that he is one of the more reputatable ones in that line, esp in terms of producing speed and quality... and I tink he shld be proud of it, and so am i... But his job nature means he wont earn as much as a lot of pple outside, does it mean he is less capable? I dun tink so... I guess my point is, everyone has some talent in something, and that talent may not earn u more than what others do... tat's life... so what if it is your wife who earns more than u?
For women, I guess some mind that coz of face, when comparing fren's husband, others r usually due to the mind-set by the society... I mean seriously, in the society now, there are a lot of really capable women out there who go as high as CEO type... if this type of mind-set continues, how are these women supposed to find a partner? I tink it is more important for a husband to be a loving father/husband more than anything else... On the other hand, I tink men shld hv a bit of ambitions and drive in life... Strived to achieve something... no matter how big or small... Just like what u r playing in a match, bball, soccer etc... it is important to want to win, no matter who is the opponent... if u hvnt start the match, aldy concede defeat, then play for what, might as well walk-over than go thru the motion... end of the day, if u lose... so be it... there has to be a winner, and it will not be u everyday... I guess the process and desire is more impt than the result...
Remember, end of the day when u die, u dun bring cash nor face to your grave...
Hisashi Mitsui |5/21/2006 09:09:00 PM
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Saturday, May 20, 2006 || Notebook - clips
this is from the notebook... Enjoy
Hisashi Mitsui |5/20/2006 02:24:00 AM
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Thursday, May 18, 2006 || Can't Take My Eyes off You
Hisashi Mitsui |5/18/2006 11:18:00 PM
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(0) comments Finally, it's over
I jus had dinner with a fren a while ago, was chatting abt this very chiam thingy, called "Time and Space". Indeed, we actually agreed that time, space and opportunity is very impt... Just take me for example, 4 relationships passed, lots have been learned... Time contains changes, and these changes, affect pple, so the only question remains How these changes affect pple... Some come and go, some changes the person, some left a mark for life...
If I turned bac time, but as the person I am now... perhaps more than one of my relationships would hv work out... the relationships have also taught me some things which I tink no one in sch or even my dad can... it is thru experience that i learned these things, some are hard lessons, others are easier... compared to the person I was some 10 years ago, I dare say I am very different... not only in terms of looks, but character, priorities in life, opinions abt things, temper, lifestyle... Like one significant change is that I am starting to read books... which I nvr do for 27 years of my life... I dun get angry over a lot of things compared to last time... I learned to see the importance of knowing what u wan... and how to deal with problems... On the other hand, I am still pretty much happy-go-lucky guy in general...
so i guess pple do changed... for the better i hope... it is the ability to withstand change tat makes a couple stronger and more bonded... seriously, how many couples go thru ten, even twenty years without losing the passion that once keep them burning? how many couples grow old together just to make sure their kids go to college and enter the society as a responsible adult? If the world is perfect, then all couples, young and old, will be as passionate in their relationships whether they are ten years or fifty years into their relationship... but then again, how many perfect/model couples are there?
Hisashi Mitsui |5/18/2006 09:56:00 PM
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Tuesday, May 16, 2006 || More abt Commitment
so wat does it mean abt relationship? is it unhealthy that there are more and more of such cases? or just purely a matter of "easy-way-out", u noe, have a major problem, just throw it away and get on with life? There are some pple who get themselves engaged in a relationship coz of companionship, some for the excitment of fresh love... others for the fun of being with someone... some others do it coz someone out there just told them they are loved or they jus wan to feel loved... A lot others jus do it coz it seems the "right" thing to do, esp with age coming on... But seriously, is that what love means to the pple out there now?
Of coz, I also tink that being fully committed to someone, may not be easy, esp when u noe that it will put u in a vulnerable position, where hurt and despair awaits... There is this cliche saying, "No pain, No gain". I tink that sums it up... if u dun put urself in that dangerous situation, how can u expect the other person to do it? Isnt that selfish?
I guess it is important to keep a fire in you... as years goes by, to allow yourself to love someone after years of marriage, bringing up of kids, the passion which somehow brought the two together will die down... one way or another... but if u can jus keep that going, or re-ignite it, then the passion could go a long way... In marriage, it is the same, and I tink it is the same for relationships, to keep telling yourself that u came into the relationship for the right reason... and to solve problems together as a couple... as long as u work together, no problem is trivial, and also no problem is difficult...
Hisashi Mitsui |5/16/2006 07:57:00 PM
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Before boarding the Speed boat for Island Hopping
This is a seriously dificult shot to take, as u hv to stand on the edge of the boat
Sunset @ phuket is nice...
Our speedboat got FOUR bloody engines...
This is how I got my tan... Ipod, Nic Sparks' The Wedding, shades and a beach chair...
Hisashi Mitsui |5/16/2006 07:52:00 PM
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(0) comments Rainbow from Patong Beach
Anyway, was having a chat with my frens... then we came across this topic abt how pple "viewed" a couple... so this comment was given that some pple do not accept a couple as bf-gf becos they did not have an intimate relationship... seriously, it was the first time I heard of that... and seriously abit duh... to me, a guy and a girl are bf-gf as long as they are emotionally committed... Commitment : The state of being bound emotionally or intellectually to a course of action or to another person or persons. So why the need for sex or anything else to be considered a couple? No doubt, in the modern world, when asian values have been replaced by the open western culture, sex has become a more and more important factor in marriages. However, to use sex as a criteria to determine a couple's commitment to each other is unthinkable... Then what abt couple who had sex, and also with someone else other than their bf/gf? In such cases, they may not be emotionally committed to each other, at least not solely... so what exactly shld their status be?
Hisashi Mitsui |5/16/2006 12:39:00 AM
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Monday, May 15, 2006 || Soi Eric???
Hisashi Mitsui |5/15/2006 12:51:00 AM
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Sunday, May 14, 2006 || Last Day in Phuket... :(
Anyway, I went to this Pub called The Original Shipwreck. The lady boss is a super nice lady, but a West Ham fan. Coincidentially, I was siting on a side with all Liverpool supporters... was chatted with two Aussies who were really friendly. All 3 of us went there alone, so we just watched the match together. One of them was super funny... when the score was 3-2 with 10 min to go, he said he couldn't bear to hear the final whistle. So he just left... then 90th minute, Gerrard scored a fantastic equaliser.... then during the break before extra time, he re-appeared... haha... he was screaming for Pool to score one before the extra time was up. I reminded him that Pool had a great chance of winning if we go to penalties, becos a lot of pple dun realise that Pepe Reina was actually famous in Spain for saving penalties. So there u hv it, he saved 3 out of 4 penalties so it doesnt matter if Hyypia missed one...
3 out of 4 of my predicament comes true... let see if the Gunners can win the CL Final.
Hisashi Mitsui |5/14/2006 02:23:00 PM
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Friday, May 12, 2006 || Harlow from Phuket !!!!
Book a tour to Phi Phi for day 2. wanted to go Central for shopping on Sat, but seems that the rain is coming. So decided that it would be a better idea go somewhere where it is indoors, since we can't go to the beach anyway. So off we go... the bus fare went up by 5 Baht to 20 Baht... not much of a concern seriously... I got my wish, got a pair of jeans, a shirt and a Adidas top at the cheap price. Wb and sean suggested that we can watch MI3 there, since the tic is only 4SGD... so might as well... but got a shocking experience at the theatre, right after all the trailers in Thai, then, there is a segment which pays tribute to the Thai King, that was when all the local Thais all stood up as a form of respect... I was shocked by their actions and yet felt their pride as a Thai...
Second day was pretty tiring though... island hopping... it is cheaper now compared to last time... we paid 1100 Baht/pax, for 4 stops including lunch... I got my wish, to feed the fish!!! the place we stopped by is really infested with fish... they are all hungry manz... We managed to have a game of volleyball at the last island... Khai Island... there were another 4 Singaporeans with us on the big speed boat, the guys joined in while the girls just watch... anyway, wb n agnes were talking abt them at some pt of time, wondering their relationship with each other... but anyway, i tink they are probably doing the same to us... anyway, there was this 4 european guys who also joined us for the v-ball... the game became abit drama mama for my delight to continue...
Anyway, I am pretty much "blacken" by the sun here... something which I wanted to do anyway... the least i can, is to qualify for 1st 2 out of 3 qualities for "tall, dark, and handsome" haha.... haven't been able to shop much so far... no mood leh... wb, as usual, is really "wu2 lai4" throughout the trip.... seriously, lucky this is phuket, where 80% of the population here are involved in Tourism... if not, I tink she seriously will offend someone and get kidnapped or something... sean, on the other hand, is quite an okay travel person... agnes is ok too... just that their energy level is not as high as mine when it comes to sleep...
tonight is the FA cup final... Go Liverpool !!!! Already starting to miss Singapore, the food and the many wonderful friends there liao... I will be back tmr... see u guys...
Hisashi Mitsui |5/12/2006 09:41:00 PM
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Wednesday, May 10, 2006 || Can't Help Falling In Love - Darren Hayes
I was trying hard to find a nice version... this is the nicest I have seen... from 1961, Elvis Presley... CAN'T HELP FALLING IN LOVE... A great song like this last forever... Enjoy !!!!
Wise Man Say, "Only fools rush in"
But I can't help falling in love with you.
Shall I stay, would it be a sin?
If I can't help falling in love with you.
Like a river flows, journey to the sea, darling so it goes,
somethings are meant to be (somethings are meant to be).
Take my hand, take my whole life too,
But I can't help falling in love with you.
But I can't help falling in love with you.
Hisashi Mitsui |5/10/2006 09:12:00 PM
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(0) comments SGG 955 BMW 3-series, nice gentleman !!!
anyway, the highlight of the day was really at the carpark. I was waiting for a lot at the carpark, then this Indian man came, and I kept my eye on him, jus in case he is going to leave... then he went to his car, took something, then close the door back... So i tot he forgot something... so i went bac to my papers. Then this same man knocked on my window, and asked me if I wanted his lot, and I agreed, and he handed me a coupon which has 30 min to expiry. Then he left and I took his lot. WHAT A KIND GENTLEMAN !! Anyway, his car plate is SGG 955, a BMW 3-series. I met KNS pple on the road everyday, but a kind soul like this gentleman, hard to come by...
Had a chat with a fren some time ago... about crush... developing into relationship... then realising the mistake... well, these things DO happen... so actually how do u distinguish between a crush (infatuation) or a real case of falling in love? used to have a couple of crushes when I was much younger... I think the main difference is a few things. Firstly, u usually have a crush on someone u dun really noe... okay, sometimes there are exceptions, but usually lah... Anyway, tendency is that u wont crush on someone u noe very well, unless u hvnt seen him/her for a long time... coz usually, u will start to form an impression of the person, a nice impression... secondly, the length of it... crushes usually dun last very long... perhaps a couple of mths... a real case will last more than that... thirdly, when u are in a crush, u tend to daydream of shorter term stuff, u noe, a date, a weekend together... but the real case will be more long term, like how life will be in a couple of yrs time, even after marriage etc... But I guess when u get older like me, you will outgrow this crush thingy... things become clearer abt what kind of life u wan, wat type of partner u wan? wat kind of life u wan to lead? I still choose to term this, "turning pt of ur life"... hopefully everyone of u has passed it... then everything will be clearer...
Hisashi Mitsui |5/10/2006 06:13:00 PM
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Monday, May 08, 2006 || Jason Mraz - You and I Both
Hopefully I get a present by putting this up for someone... haha... how greedy... Anyway, I love this song... though it is abt a little more than a year ago since this song is out... Anyway, enjoy !!!
Was it you who spoke the words
That things would happen but not to me
All things are gonna happen naturally
Oh, taking your advice and I'm looking on the bright side
And balancing the whole thing
Oh, but at often times, those words get tangled up in lines
And the bright light turns tonight
Oh, until the dawn it brings
Another day to sing about the magic that was you and me
Cause you and I both loved
What you and I spoke of
And others just dream of
others only read of the love
Oh, the love that I love
Love-ah-love-ah
See, I'm all about them words
Over numbers, unencumbered numbered words
Hundreds of pages, pages, pages for words
More words than I had ever heard
And I feel so alive
Cause you and I both loved
What you and I spoke of
And others just read of
And if you could see me now
oOh love, love, you and I, you and I
Not so little, you and I anymore
Mmm hmm
And with this silence brings a moral story
More importantly evolving
Is the glory of a boy
cause you and i both loved
what you and i spoke of
and others just read of and if you could see me now
well then im almost finally out of, finally ou-ou-out of
Finally de de de de de de de, well I'm almost finally, finally
Well, I am free, oh I'm free
And it's okay
If you had to go away
Oh, just remember the telephones
Well, they're working in both ways
But if I never, ever hear it ring
If nothing else
I'll think the bells inside have finally found you someone else
And that's okay
And I remembered everything you said
Hisashi Mitsui |5/08/2006 09:41:00 PM
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(0) comments Some disturbing info abt Financial Planning...
there is this piece of info which i found disturbing... the assets allocation after that... anyway, it goes like this, if u and ur wife travel and got into an accident, then both were taken to the hospital, if u die first and your wife after u, all your assets will go to your in-laws regardless of whether your parents are ard or not... This is on the basis that all your assets actually went to your wife, before she died, and then to your in-laws... sounds ridiculous... so morale of the story, dun die first... haha...
Then there is this instance if u n ur husband are overseas and there is a natural disaster, for example, an earthquake and both of you died. Both parties' assets will go to the parents of the younger one of the two... morale of the story, marry someone older... haha...
seriously, sometimes I wonder how all these laws come abt, and the basis for decision... anyway, when I was younger, I actually wanted to become a lawyer... somehow, my English din catch up with my ambition... well, at least in Singapore...
Anyway, got a long-overdue mail from a close fren today... though it was late but still glad it came... haha... In this age of IT, though cellulars gave us the advantage of contacting someone almost anywhere, anytime... but personally, I think it still gives an original nice flavour in terms of sending emails, or even snail mails...
I am leaving for phuket in a couple of days time too... totally looking forward to it... I was hoping to do some fish feeding again... tat was the thing I enjoyed most when I went a couple of years ago... Shopping at Central... something I am looking forward too... Last time when I went Central at Bangkok, I bought so many Adidas top, at S$8 per top, that I was scared that i could not squeeze them into my suitcase... haha... Anyway, I tink this time will be more to laze ard ard, relax and de-stress... until next time...
Hisashi Mitsui |5/08/2006 06:57:00 PM
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Sunday, May 07, 2006 || The butterflies of Love
It is hard to answer the whys, the hows, the butterflies of the human emotions, nor can you explain why you could get angry with your loved one coz he is out with some girl, but u noe your guy wont do anything against you... jealousy is another one of those, "difficult to explain" kind of thing... It is often the difficulty of understand such emotions that some pple are commitment-phobia... And frankly, having been thru the best and the worse of relationships, I can understand how all these pple are coming from... till this point, perhaps I have also fallen into this category too, i guess for the moment at least... fear, uncertainty, commitment, difficulties... when it all comes, it could sound worse than the worst in life...
Hisashi Mitsui |5/07/2006 06:02:00 PM
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Caught the movie, "Where the truth lies" with my fren yst... was pretty surprised by the amount of nudity in the show, quite sure it is R21, but somehow, I din see that when i was booking the ticket online... made a big boohoo by slotting the tic in between a receipt that i kept in my wallet... so I tot i dropped it when i took out some cash... but i managed to see the little edge coming out thru the middle of the receipt... haha... sometimes i can get pretty meddle-headed... almost got a re-issue from the box office... luckily my fren remembered that i got the tic thru internet booking, so they will hv records... maybe i shld also take the quality of "not meddle-headed" into account when i looked for my gf... haha...
Anyway, the show was pretty interesting... ehrm... mostly abt a murder of a girl which was unsolved... This young journalist, casted by Alison Lohan (who is quite chio I must say), was determined to uncover the truth... the ending part took a couple of twist... and the main ending isnt what most pple expected... well, at least not me... but I liked the style of the filming, very suspense, very elusive... suited the show's content totally... Those of u who liked a little bit of suspense show, a little bit of detective work, and dun mind some nudity scenes, catch this show... cracked ur brain out quite a bit if u r trying to find out what happen before the ending...
Hisashi Mitsui |5/07/2006 03:29:00 PM
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Saturday, May 06, 2006 || Basketball I love you !!!
Hisashi Mitsui |5/06/2006 03:08:00 AM
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Thursday, May 04, 2006 || True By Ryan Cebrera
to all those in love... or abt to be in... hee
TRUE - RYAN CEBRERA
I won't talk
I won't breathe
I won't move till you finally see
That you belong with me
You might think I don't look
But deep inside the corner of my mind
I'm attatched to you
mmmm
I'm weak, it's true
Cause I'm afraid to know the answer
Do you want me too?
Cause my heart keeps falling faster
[chorus]
I've waited all my life to cross this line
To the only thing that's true
So I will not hide
It's time to try anything to be with you
All my life I've waited
This is true
You don't know what you do
Everytime you walk into the room
I'm afraid to move
I'm weak, it's true
I'm just scared to know the ending
Do you see me too?
Do you even know you met me?
[Chorus]
I've waited all my life to cross this line
To the only thing thats true
So I will not hide
It's time to try anything to be with you
All my life I've waited
This is true
I know when I go
I'll be on my way to you
The way that's true
Hisashi Mitsui |5/04/2006 10:49:00 PM
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(0) comments Do you feel right?
I was reading The Wedding and came across something, which I tot would be nice to share...
Then there is this pretence that some pple put forth when they meet their potential bf/gf... this behaviour that is unlike their daily behaviour... I used to have a hall fren who wont meet the bf without makeup on... or some will eat in a super decent way so as not to show the "bad" side of them eating... or will try super hard not to cry, even when watcing a touching show... however, all these usually goes away bit by bit as the relationship goes longer and further... I tink it is important to be urself when u date someone... to talk the way u always do, eat, walk, behave the way u always do... no point trying to be "perfect" bf/gf and in the end, u start to turn her off bit by bit by the little gestures u hide when u guys date... Be urself...
Hisashi Mitsui |5/04/2006 09:49:00 PM
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I always loved Southpark... My roomie and I used to spend hours on it in our evenings trying to watch every episode... super funny...
Hisashi Mitsui |5/04/2006 09:17:00 PM
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(0) comments Phuket Phuket pls come quick !!!
But a "dunno whether true or not" good news today... I wont b doing the IC for the next one... how cool is that?! If it is true, suspect it could be due to the screw-up that i caused... but frankly, I will be more than happy not to be the next IC... i was just complaining to my pals that this is the worst exercise to kena for an IC/2IC job... firstly, u usually have to do it twice, secondly, it is one of the longest exercise... super bo hua if u tell me...
Yst, got a moment or so to talk to one of my pals... were talking abt who is leaving and who is not... and I pointed out tat some buggers are suited to this organisation more than the rest... he pointed out that maybe those of us who have desires of leaving, do not suit the organisation in the first place... and I totally agreed... somehow, almost all of us are being "conned" one way or another into the organisation... having this sour taste of being conned definitely did not prepare us for the job mentally... the job, though challenging and satisfying to a certain degree, is both thank-less and super taxing on the human brain... I seriously wonder how many brain-cells died everyday when we bring one aircraft safely to the ground... moreover, the rewards doesnt come with your so-called "primary" job, it becomes a fight for how many emails you send/day, how many external calls you make... Life is not abt controlling anymore... your other appointments ruled your schedule and your day... some buggers' controlling suffered as a result of all these distractions... others like me just relish the time we get away from this "distractions" back into the controlling dimension... I got 3 years to go... Just hope that it is peaceful !!!
Had my dinner at 2130H yst nite with a fren at CV, since he happened to be at a nearby chalet... Uni fren actually... we makan and chatted till 11+.... very enjoyable... to talk abt the times in hall and Uni... I went thru my email folders a couple of days ago and found a few old emails I wrote to my 3rd gf... and I realised I was pretty nasty to her then... so I asked my fren whether i was indeed nasty to her and stuff... it is amazing how your frens can see the things you cant see yourself... and he pointed out how much I changed since he knew me... one of the major change is my temper... I was a super hot-tempered person back then, that I will fully admit to it, and my fren can testify to it too... but over the years, I have mellowed down a significant amt... This, my fren can testify too... I have somehow resorted more to talking and reasoning rather than shouting and screaming... and this, I am glad for the change... though I tink I will still get pretty worked up when someone wans to take advantage of me or stabbed me in the back...
Hisashi Mitsui |5/04/2006 03:56:00 PM
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Monday, May 01, 2006 || When it is gone...
Time, something which everyone has to go thru, but don't realise it when it comes and go... But it is an amazing thing... Time can also build one of the strongest emotional foundation for you and your partner to get thru a lifetime... Time can also heal the worst hurt you have been thru... Sometimes we spent time away from our love ones , then you realise how impt this person is to u? I got a fren in Penang now, having to endure this thing coz of work... HF/Karrie, hang in there, 4 more days to go... Sometimes, spending time away from your loved ones makes one's heart fonder? There is a chinese saying means something like : Being away for a short period of time beats a new marriage... I guess it works for some, not the others... Sometimes, seeing 24 hours a day isnt exactly a good thing... I used to work in the same company as my 1st gf before I was enlisted to Tekong, and was seeing her everyday from morning till night, coz she only lives 5 min walk from my place... The confinement period in Tekong nearly killed her... she cried big time before she left Tekong during the parent's visiting day... Being gone thru something like this recently, I truely believe in this cliche statement, "It is only when something is not there for you anymore, then you know its importance."
It is so nice to be able to stay at home sometimes, today, I have the benefit of staying at home, listening to my new Ipod Nano, and reading my second Nic Sparks book, a gift from a good fren... thanks again babe... Anyway, even more convinced that Nic Spark's books are nice... Just a couple of chapters and I am super into the story... The book is called The Wedding... It is about a couple, being old, but the wife has lost the passion she once had for the husband becos he has been too focused on his work... and then the husband has a task, to re-capture and woo the wife, all over again... some time ago, a fren and I were talking abt how old couples can sustained their passion and still hold hands when they are near their death... I was saying that they probably had their fair share of quarrels and definitely a fair share of good memories, from courting to marriage, to a new birth to kids growing up... and many anniversary and birthday and special days in between... this huge chunk of memories is probably THE THING... so I always believe in creating fantastic memories and keeping them... and when you are old, you will be able to remember them and know you live your life meaningfully... You bring nothing to this world, and you bring nothing when you die... but you do have the memories to accompany you to your grave... God bless !!!
Hisashi Mitsui |5/01/2006 07:50:00 PM
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